I am having issues with my exercise routine. I have for the last three years worked very hard at a fitness routine that includes; dance, leg exercises, weights and endless crunches.
It has worked and I am having a hard time to keep it going although I know I can't live with out it.
The effects of not working as hard as I should have taken over also.
I have lost one of the great loves of my life. Kurt. He was handsome, almost striking. He was so loved but age and ill health took over although Kurt and I went out almost as much then as when he was younger. It was always the same we would go for a long stroll and I would have to drag him back. He was in his years over 100 by the end. He had lost his companion, Skipher a few years ago from a certain pedigree health issues. I had thought, she would be around for the long run but no it wasn't to be.
The house is not the same his presences isn't here. We have a new creature to take his place, Fred. Fred is not of the same species. Fred has attitude and feels he owns all of us. I guess we are his pride.
I don't feel the same in any weather about going out. Fred would like to go out but he wants to be free to roam. We can't walk together. Yes I should get another to replace, Kurt but it is a commitment.
I am contemplating getting a house where the snow and ice rule, and staying there for the summer and know that there is no way that I can live there without a Kurt replacement. Walks are a way of life there the beach, the hills and if possible the horse riding, that is another blog.
This has got me know where to exercising although I did exercise some of my grieve over Kurt. I think today it is a day of the dreaded cleaning house workout. I hate housework. I will leave this for further discussion. You must ask what my occupation is besides, 'Domestic Goddess'. Writer!
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